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I am now who I am



I live in a small town from long ago,
where the hills supposed to be surrounding along my town,
and now they are all gone,
for tectonic reasons
and
my town was very well planned,
the roads, the houses and the facility.

I really enjoy to walk around in the afternoon,
there was no sun, no rain,
but you can see blue sky and clouds at all the time,
birds were flying,
the winds were blowing the leaves around the town,

I had been living here for 15 years,
when I think back about it
that was not a long time ago,
it just like happened yesterday,
everybody were like this, it is not an oddness.


A high school was built near by my house,
my mom said:"My dear, you are going to walk there without me company, you should be careful, my honey. "
I said:"Yeah, of course mom. I am growing taller and taller as you and I am no longer a little girl anymore. "

It's been a while since I was in my high school,
I remember that I was sitting alone in my own class when I was thirteen
I saw another girl who sitting in the class was all alone, too.
We never thought about sitting together or what
but just sitting at our own places, for the whole year.
I think I was just fine with it.

When time goes by,
I had learned to be more friendly than before
even if I had been very friendly since a junior.
I met a lot of friends there,
they were really friendly to me,
we talked a lot during the recess and after school.
I really enjoy my time with them,
we spent holidays out there, somewhere together.
What we think about just fun, nothing more,
I love to share my stuff with them.

I can see it, the pieces
which are arranged in order
They are colourful or in black and white,

always break them 
up
and rearranged them,
they are still beautiful as they are.

Things were already passed,
my life has just begun
from now on...

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